Hello, it turns out I have phone reception in here, so here’s an update:
After learning how to loom band and make an origami box I feel much more zen after a morning fraught with anxiety. Feeling dazed and confused and a bit like I’ve been thrown into Girl, Interrupted (but with no Lisa character and all the staff are like whoopi) I’ve made some really lovely friends here and go figure they’re actually more helpful and supportive than the professional psychs here. I’m rising to the challenge of recovery and I just really hope I can hang on to this motivation. I’m so overwhelmed by the unwavering support and faith my family and friends have in me and even strangers. I feel like I’m in the right place and at the right time. As scared as I am, I’m pretty sure I can get through this.