curiouser and curiouser.

deadpoetry:

ingredients

- 1 cup of idiocy

- 2000 grams of smiles

- 100 untouchable butterflies

- a beautiful boy/girl you could look at all day

- 7 pinches of blushing

- 90 love songs

preparation

mix everything. drink immediately. feel drunk.

caution -> the aftermath might cause sadness, melancholy and depression.

That’s what I first read the phrase ‘Waxing Gibbous’ as.

I had no idea what it meant so I looked it up, it’s a nearly full moon that’s illuminated from the right.

You learn something new every day.

Although I wonder what waxing an actual Gibbon would be like?

paulasparks:

So I love how everyone keeps taking their anger out on me. Especially a certain someone who is so sweet to me around his girlfriend, but then as soon as we’re alone he treats me like shit. It’s really messed up. I hate it because people know I have my share of personal issues and the last thing I need is all their emotional baggage on top of my own. I never have any friends unless somebody has to talk to me about a problem, I’m sorry…not talk, complain is more like it. And then once they’re done bitching they just sign off aim or stop texting me and then ignore me for days or weeks again. It’s really starting to bother me and I’m actually considering getting a new Aim/facebook/blocking numbers on my phone. That’s how bad it is. I’m sick of being the go-to friend. Why can’t they find somebody else to rant to? I don’t mind listening to people, seriously. But it’s never mutual and it’s always expected that I’ll just be there for them to rant to. I’m so, so, so, so sick of it. And whenever I need to talk to somebody I have to go on fucking tumblr to find people, and you guys actually care and listen and respect me more than my “friends” do. It’s amazing…it’s amazing how I can’t open my phone and text a single person and recieve a response nearly as helpful as the ones I get from you guys. Anyway, it’s raining a shit load over here which sucks because I hate driving in the rain. I have film class today. But one good thing about the rain is that I have an excuse to take a shower and leave my hair wet and curly for school. Not going to straighten it or try to make it look nice. Fuck that. Hope you all have a good day though, to those of you who actually read this little rant, thanks. xxxx.

I have a little idea of how that feels. I’m really sorry you have had to put up with it for so long. I hope things get better soon :)